* Memories washed away together with the waves washing upon the shore *
This shell won't break.~ Water Nymph. Counter from 1st June 08
- Click on the words to open up the lost memories-
Thursday, December 10, 2009
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I know I am. But still, thank you. :) It's been long. I'm running away from A and running towards B. Better put up your guard.
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
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Aiyoh, so many obstacles. *sigh* :( But I shall persevere on to the very end. I will keep in mind NEVER to have a kid in my life again. What a pain in the ass. Met 2 kids in the bank today while I was trying to open a bank account with my friend and I wanted to slap those 2 kids so badly. I got hit freaking toy tortoises in the head. Like omg, wtf is wrong with these kids. Plus they keep shouting in my ear. My poor tympanic membrane. Stupid kids. I hope someone will scream in their ears too. Hmph. Though I cannot deny the fact that they are really cute. HEHE.
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
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Oh I am so excited. :D I am pregnant again and I cannot wait. I am more or less 60% done and I cannot wait to launch it. :) In the meantime, there is just so many things to do before launching- planning, setting up, learning, emailling etc. Finally something meaningful to do. To my shock my parents are rather supportive about it too. And omg tag me, as rude as I sound, why is my blog so dead? :( (and you people really need to stop annoying the hell out of me. I am already fucking annoyed.)
Sunday, December 06, 2009
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Wow, pretty boys that look like anime characters exist. Yay! Now I know it's not warped reality. Yeah as if I have been reading manga/ watching anime lately.
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I had an awesome day today- had dinner and movie out with Edison. (And the rest of the day listening to the ridiculous chipmunk song. HAHA.) Haven't seen that guy for such a long time :( and we watched "Couple's Retreat" because there isn't any suitable time slots for the nicer shows. :( Except for New Moon but I've got to admit I am no twilight fan. In fact, I am glad to say, I am quite anti. HAHA. I have to say that the censorship board is really lenient. For an NC16 movie there is quite a lot of sexual references. But after watching Skins 3, sexual stuff is really not that outrageous anymore. Quite an interesting show though. Gives me a little perspective if I ever do get married next time. Oh well, at least it's a happy ending. I love happy endings. Lately the stuff I've been watching end off unhappy. :(
Saturday, December 05, 2009
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Random stuff for random people/things from my point of view: As usual, I am NOT saying what's for who. Oh and some statements are just dedicated to one person while others are dedicated to more than one person. Yeah, I am bored. And yes, there are overlapping messages. Heck, it even applies to people I don't know and non-living objects.#1Sometimes people just come to this point. I am not saying it's a bad feeling but it's not exactly good too. It's a whole mixture of feelings from being neutral to feeling betrayed to feeling very, very, very relieved. #2 Ignorance is bliss. #3 You... are so horrible. There's nothing else to describe you and no animal to compare you with. If you ever dare to ask me out again, I don't care even if the sky is falling, the answer is NO. And I can totally understand why she wouldn't want to even go out with you. HA! You had it coming. #4 Wow! That was really random, in a good way obviously. (not like this isn't) #5 Never, ever in your life offend a woman. She can forgive but she never forgets. Unless of course she has amnesia or whatever. (This somehow applies to myself too.) #6I will never, ever jump to conclusions (because of a certain action, thought or event) that will lead me to sympathize and worry again because in the end that sympathy is wasted unnecessarily. #7Get out of my head. (This is ALSO dedicated to the random "middle class morality" arguments that somehow preoccupy my mind when I am trying to sleep. And yes, that leads to sleepless nights debating with myself in my brain.) #8 Tell your parents that they really, really, really need to teach you manners and they need to stop spoiling you. Even if Mr. Doolittle screws middle class morality, it still exists in YOUR context. It's not exactly my fault you're born in such an environment. Well, I rather comply to middle class moralities than be in the situation Doolittle was first in. #9 You will do well for IB, I am sure. (sadly, this is not to myself) #10 Thank you. :D (thankfully this applies to so MANY hings.) ------------------------------------------------------Fine, I have been a bitch lately but I am not really sorry for it either. I don't have to be sorry for how I see things from my point of view. It's all about our own way of brought up and our own personal experience. (don't tell me IB is over. This is common sense.) I know so much of those things above applies to me and I acknowledge that fact, so stop thinking,"Screw you, you do that too and who are you to say such things?" Moving on, I gained so much perspective yesterday from how to change car tires in stilettos to a whole million of other stuff. Sometimes non-fiction books are good. (: Talking about books, I am still on a hangover for my "Prey" book that I even had continuous dreams about those crazy nano- particles invading my body. But it's an awesome book on evolution and I cannot emphasize how much I love this topic. All right, I shall try and stop procrastinating. Ok I didn't stop but here are the lyrics to a really happy song and I cannot stop singing and dancing to it. We are the chipmunks
Chipmunks are we
We live in the woods
A happy family
We sing and we dance
We dance and we play
So come along and join us
On every single day
Oh!
We are the chipmunks
Chipmunks are we
We live in the woods
A happy family
We sing and we dance
We dance and we play
So come along and join us
On every single day
Happy, we're so happy
We're happy and we're free
We like to skip
We like to jump
Skip and jump with me
Skip and jump with meeeeee....
Are you ready?
We are the chipmunks
Chipmunks are we
We live in the woods
A happy family
We sing and we dance
We dance and we play
So come along and join us
On every single day
Oh!
Thursday, December 03, 2009
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----------UPDATED------------Yes! My financial problem is solved. :D But hey, I took what I needed. 1/6 of what's given to me. I am a good girl, I am. --------------------------------------After not sleeping for one night which includes trying to look at things from a rational point of view. And yeah finally had that moment where I come clear with things and break down all thoughts. I am not going to post my thoughts here because they are too private and also the fact that I will type till blogger has no more space for me to type and I will not even be finished with this stupid story. But to sum it all up, it all part of a defense mechanism (and that's not even a proper summation but I don't see the point anymore because in due time, it's going to be like how it is for the whole year and these sort of things won't matter anymore.) To someone, thank you for giving me that dose of reality and I really needed it. Thank you. I'm reading Fuckyeahlove and I thought there are plenty of awesome posts today. It's been long since such inspiration comes along. I was thinking some quotes lately have been too cheesy and the pictures look the same but today's was AWESOME. I am favoriting almost every post. Tumblr is really awesome for the whole following of people's blog thing. I know blogger has it but it's not user-friendly. Why am I deviating again? Anyway, I just cannot let go of this blog because it shown how much I have grown throughout the years and it has unlimited space unlike a dairy. PLUS I AM TOO LAZY TO WRITE NOW. I have finally come clear with my financial difficulties too. Financial difficulties as in how to live through Friday and Saturday. I will impress my dad with the stuff that I have been procrastinating and ask for the play's money. :D So I have $30 to live with on Friday and for Saturday I will have to use next week's money. I'm so broke. (Tumblr has so many pretty pictures today! Favorite. Favorite. Favorite.) And POH POH is finishing her exams today. I don't even know why I am more excited than her. But that means that we can do our pre-planned activities that relieves childhood memories. I am not going to say it here because it sounds so ridiculous and you people are just going to laugh. And we are going to have more nonsensical crapping sessions together. (: Too bad I am not as crazy as my IB days anymore. I realized I have rambled on for such a long post and I still have so many things to ramble on about. It shows how bored I am and how boring my whole life is. But I LIKE IT THAT WAY BECAUSE I WILL NEVER GET TO DO THIS AGAIN. This is probably my last time doing this. Think about it. After this I will be going to university (HOPEFULLY), and during the university holidays will obviously be packed with homework and coursework and whatnot (or so I assume that the holidays are not really holidays) and after university, I have to find a job or if I am smart enough, companies will employ me straightaway. THERE WILL NEVER BE A TIME FOR ME TO SLACK EVER AGAIN till I retire. Sorry, I am the laziest person around. (: Meow. My mum cooked this awesome soup for my flu made up of some weird veggie and some ginger and I SWEAR IT'S SO DAMN AMAZING and "angmoh medicine" (quote from the play yesterday) can go screw themselves. The moment I drink it down, my respiratory system is finally cleared of the stupid mucus and phelgm that clogs up the whole system and makes it so difficult to breathe. You know being an ostrich doesn't help because in the end you end up suffocating yourself and hurting the people around you. Like how you are doing it now. On the other hand, being such a machine gun defies all orders of nature and your incessant shootings hurt people around you as well. Like how you are doing it now. I RISKED MY LIFE FOR A SANDWICH. xD Joey is the best man.
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Went to watch "Bedrooms" with Sharon and Poh today. It was a... TRULY AWESOME SHOW. It's definitely one of the better plays I have watched in my whole life. I think the whole plot went really well. I loved the plot and the whole theme of the show. (after all, it's what I have been doing throughout the last days of my IB). Despite the fact that there are only 4 characters in the story (yeah quite sad), I think the characters are very colorful and reflects the whole context of that period. Thank you to Sharon for recommending this play to me and Poh because it was so good and it has been long since I have watched such a good play. I am really BROKE for money. And I really do not intend to ask my parents for more money because it's so embarrassing that all I am doing is slacking at home and enjoying myself while spending their hard-earned money away. Oh yes, I am a big scrooge I know but then again these are essentially my parents' money. If I actually earned the money myself, I wouldn't be that much of a scrooge. That I can promise you. I guess I would have to be thick-skinned and live with $30 (the play's money) for the week which includes a party on Friday and a meeting with Edison (yay!!) on Saturday.Thank God my parents didn't scold me for coming home late today. I guess they know I have doing something educational (yeah right) outside and that I am hanging out with the familiar people. HAHA, the only comment was "where's your glass slippers?" I have no idea. The only thing I relate to Cinderella nowadays is Pygmalion. The glass slippers slipped off my mind and I don't really bother to recall the disney version of Cinderella because it's quite lame. I like the real version of Cinderella because it's so tragic, dark and shady and has more reality injected into it as compared to the disney version. Why have I even deviated to Cinderella? =.= Right, I really need to plan my finances. :( It's my main worry now. Mental note to self is to refrain from asking parents for more money other than the play. :) I can manage with $30 on Friday. On saturday, uhh we'll see. Sigh, I feel like catching the "Under the sea" movie again because I have fallen in love with it. :( I am such a freak when it comes to documentaries seriously. Can't blame me because the quality is extremely good and the sea creatures are PLAIN ADORABLE (it's just me). OH WELLS. Tomorrow. (: You know sometimes we keep criticizing the acts of others but if we think in their way and look from their perspective, maybe everything will be happier.
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
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I feel so much better today though I am still sleeping and sleeping and sleeping because the medicine just makes me so drrrrowwwsssy. But I can finally taste food! :D So yeah, you can guess what a pig I have been today again. =.= I wonder why did I ever desire such a lifestyle previously in IB. Not that I am craving for the IB life again. I am still having my IB hangover since I woke up yesterday morning thinking about the characters in Top Girls and Pygmalion. HAHA OMG help me from this hangover. At least I am not missing IB. (: All right, my medicine is still making me really drowsy. So I got to go and sleep. At least I must be in better shape for tomorrow's play and not look like some blur bird. HAHA. Shall listen to some music before I sleep. Please tell me you don't know anything. Please please please. I really don't want to lose a friend because of this.
